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Reeses + Whoppers.
I really thought this would be more groundbreaking.
But it's not nearly as good as I imagined, It's like... not enough to be good as the original thing, the two flavors don't compliment each other, but hinder instead.

Teletech is going good as can be, easiest $11.50 I'll ever make.
I believe I am developing a crush on the boy next to me. Unfortunatly I hear of girlfriends.

I'll keep ya posted.

44 days.

I always wonder about how my Ireland life will go down. Will I hate it and come back in a month? Will I love it and never come home? Will I find love? Will I find true friends? The excitement of it actually kills me that I have to wait another month and a half to go. And the fact that I have to spend that time in a call center hurts. But the money will be worth it.

Fatty ftw

Why Do I insist on paying money for greasy food that inevitably makes me feel worse about myself?

When I am sober my weight loss dream seems so realistic to me and I honestly want to feel better about myself. But as soon as I smoke a joint or have a beer i'll buy timbits and kd till my stomach explodes.

Me and Joey sold our souls to Teletech today, woo... money...

Oh, I came to the conclusion that I am seen as a "hot friend" in the eyes of my guy friends, which, is better than just being a friend. (sometimes) but, it'd be nice to have something other then a fuck in a while.

Aruba, Jamaica, I really wanna take ya.

I wish I had a really, really good friend.

I do have good friends, like joey, but I wish I had someone that I was trusted, and felt comfortable enough, to tell everything too. It's weird how I don't have close girl friends, I am so jealous of those who have them. I consistently feel like I don't belong in St. John's but going to Fort Mac only scared me more of the world because I hated it more then here! I am really hoping that Europe will prove differently.

Another wish I have is to be able to express myself artistically. I see all these great, beautiful thing's and emotions flowing all around me but I can't express it any way.

Sometimes I think I am great, Sometimes I think I suck.
Sometimes I don't know what to do.

I hate when you feel like someone doesn't like you, because you know you have good intuitions.
Last night was cute. I wish Richard didn't get so drunk though.... it's a hassle. I smoke too much weed. And eat way too fucking much.