wow

i just found out a friend of mine growing up passed away over the weekend and i'm having a really weird experience with it. to be honest i've never really had someone my age that i was actually friends with pass away, and even though we haven't spoken in the longest while i really feel like i'm losing someone special. she was one of those girls that was nice to everyobne, even if you werent with the in crowd growing up in school she would always invite you to party's, and make sure you were feeling okay. and talking to my mom about it i just remembered all these memories that i ahd completely forgotten about, and she remembers so many thing's about us as kids even though it was so long, it's really nice to know that those memories are still there. as sad as this is, you can really see how much of a great person she was and the lives she touched, i hope she can look down and see how many people loved her, because even if we didn't show it, i know my whole family is upset about this, and i know so many other people out there that are as well. 

r.i.p leah, i wish you nothing but the best and you made a great impact in your life. 

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i love the feeling of honest and pure euphoria
i love nights where your expectations are shit but it turns out greats
i love seeing old friends
i love laughing
and i exspecially love when i love my life

ve

My mom is so cute, she left me pre-made pancake mix so I could have pancakes freshly made on pancake Tuesday : )

Life seems to be pretty busy lately, to sum it up.. :


I'm deabating what to give up for lent, I never do it, but i thought i would this year, something to help my diet anyways, refined sugar perhaps?

it's pretty bad when you don't want to go unless that person is going to be there.

AH
my crush is getting worse
and i can't do anything
and i'm used to being a slut
and i don't want that anymore
i want this
so much