Missing

I feel very emotional today. I was just catching up on my blog reading's as I've been away for the past week and the one's about Amki really hit me hard. I know our level of friendship isn't as deep as Sierra or Sarah but it is really fucking weird to think she's gone from. Every time Amki came to Mullock it was just that something extra special; whether delicious food, yummy drinks, a beautiful song, or her just being an entertaining drunk, I really enjoyed her presence. Sweden is lucky to have her back <3

On my trip last week I also got to spend some time in Ottawa with my old roomate Lenore, and it really made me miss her. Mullock has evolved a lot over the past two years but Lenore was there for a big part of it and i can't even explain it but sometimes the house just feels like it's missing her. I want to be able to go downstairs and see her making art (or bacon?), I want to be able to have someone to talk too about how fucking amazing gracie is 24/7. Sometimes I just want that feeling back and I can't. Don't get me wrong, I love my roomates now too, but I miss Lenore in this house. (I'll probably just break down when Joey leaves...)

So basically, it's really weird that all these people are leaving and I am just feeling a little empty lately. I think when exams are done we need to have a good old fashioned Mullock BBQ, perhaps to celebrate the wonderful Stephen Smith's birthday!I have to cut this short now because I'm going to be late for class! More to come!