puke

i feel like vomiting over everything right now.

it is the FIRST day of the month and i have a total surplus of $50 to get me through until March. I should have closer to $1000 so I'm not quite sure how that happened. It makes me want to die though, i hate having no purchasing power.

My boyfriend is leaving any day now to go away for an indefinite period of time.

Midterms are creeping around the corner and I have literally done nothing in preparation.

It's going to be a cold, lonely winter.

Okay, that's it. I just needed to vent about how much I fucking suck at holding onto money. I'm going to go bury my credit card in my yard when i get home. No joke.