Saturday, March 7, 2009

what the fuck

3 monthes.

i have been home for 3 monthes.

living with my parents.
no real expenses.

in the exact same financial position i lay in 3 monthes ago.


i think i've lost myself even more.
everything is so clear when i'm high it becomes blurry.

i suddenly realise i don't know myself
how can i expect someone else to know me then?

are my friends suppose to be drifiting away?
am i sppose to be scared to turn 20?

i seem to suddenly have no handle on the reality of life and that within it.

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